...with lots of love for you, Jeff Thomas and the lyrics.

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

wake up alone

its okay in the day i m staying busy
tied up enough so i don't have to wonder where is he 
got so sick of cryin' so just lately 
when i catch myself i do a 180

i stay up clean the house at least i m not drinking
run around just so i don't have to think about thinking
that silent sense of content that everyone gets
just disappears soon as the sun sets 

he's fierce in my dreams seizing my guts
he floods me with dread 
soaked in soul he swims in my eyes by the bed 
pour myself over him moon spilling in 

and i wake up alone 

as far as my heart i'd rather be restless
the second i stop the sleep catches up and i'm breathless
this ache in my chest 'cause my day is done now
the dark covers me and i cannot run now 

my blood running cold i stand before him 
it's all i can do to assure him 
when he comes to me i drip for him tonight 
drowning me we bathe under blue light

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